Thursday, April 24, 2008

WeiLi is angry

Well... A lot of things were happened today.First, let say about the happiness. Em... I got full marks for my maths... YEAH!!! 28/28, BUT Mr Ting said just maths only, like form 1 standard.:( Duh... Why won't he say keep it up and try your best in other tests... Em... Tomorrow is our school day. Ready to be crazy... I think tomorrow sure will many students wear like fashion show. Haha....

Today Felix and Pascal was quarrelled. Haizzz.... Luckily they two didn't fight, if not Malcolm and LiFen will be the ticket seller for this match. Haha... I am angry la.... Let the two boys be A and B. The taller one be the A and the shorter one be B. Two of them always show out the ngiau ji face. They think that they are very ke si, actually not lo. Good in academic not equal to good in attitude. Two of them having a same attitude, do not show caring and loving to their classmates. Blekkkkk...... I will beat you down.

Missing him... Really miss him a lot and a lot. What are him doing now? Really hope to know about his news... Just hope God's angel will tell him that WeiLi is missing him...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Free WeiLi:)

Finally released all the pressure. We won the forum competition inter-class. Yeah!!! All of us did a wonderful job. Congratulate to AhBee, DarDar and Adelecia. Although I didn't chosen to represent the school but at least I can be Puan Fatimah's PA(Personal Assistant). But I will not follow to Kuching becauseI have to prepare for my semester exam.

Semester exam is coming soon. Arrrrr.... A lot subject have to study especially those subjects I failed in the periodic one and two. I must try my best coz I know I can do it!!! God will help me:) I failed my physics again---> 22/50( three more questions to pass). Mr Ting, I will try my best to pass your physics, I will prove that I can do it...Periodic 2's results will release soon, quite nervous.

Friday is our school's day. We can wear what we want to wear, HANDPHONES and anything are not allowed to bring to school during the usual day ,on that day all are allowed to bring:) Yeah!!! We can do what we want to do but we can't wear uniform to school... Haha:)

Kinda miss him... Are him fine at there? Long time didn't chat with him. Want to know more about him but don't dare. I scared he will know what am I thinking and both of us will feel embarrassed. Or he will never think about that, just I think too much about it. Who can help me? I just want to know what he is thinking about?

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Pressure...

This week is exam week. A lots of test... Tomorrow will having Sejarah exam. Wish me good luck. My voice was lost. Thanks God. The forum competition was postponed till this friday. I felt stress in this few days. A lots of homework, exams, bm forum, concert, and a lot of stuff make me felt stress. I think it is the time I should have a rest.

Today wasn't a wonderful day. I hate today. I am not that happy than before. I think something wrong with me. I need to go to see a psycologists. Duh.... Wrong words, wrong action and bad mood, those factors make me get in some trouble. Who can I share the things with? My dear advisor... I need your help and your advices, where are you now?

Today, Yee Syuan gave me read a book. The book told me that joyful is decided by yourself. Ya... Joyful is decided by myself. I should learn to pass my burdens to God. I should always be happy-go-lucky. WeiLi should always be happy. Coz I had promised someone. Hehe..:p

Monday, April 14, 2008

The day after holiday:(

WeiLi was sick last few days... kinda miss the school. I think my classmates miss me too...Haha...I miss him a lot. Just hope that between us will have a friendship bridge. I think he tried to avoid me, maybe I am too annoying for him. Maybe he think that his kindness, his friendly will make me misunderstanding. I just hope he can just care about me.Not always but sometimes. Even when I am sick, a greeting msg from him, I will appreciate on it. But I know this will never never happen between me and him.

End the topic about him... How stress I am in my school day. I hope I can go to a place that can make myself relax. I want to apply holiday for one month....Math, Physics, Biology, Add Math, Chemistry... All make me crazy.... God, I need you!
OMG! I forgot to bring my file back.. How stupid I am... Today drama's practice... Not a very good presentation but will try my best...

Tomorrow will having BM Forum Competition inter-class. Hope we can win this competition so that we can go to the competition that held in Kuching. Do my best to obtain it... Yeah!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

For my bestest Sistas....

I ever rejected to write a blog, it is because I don't like to write my personal things and share it out with others on the internet.I prefer to write a diary more than having a blog. But I just found out that actually having a blog also not that bad... I can type out all my happiness, sadness and madness.

Wei Li had changed. She is not happier than before, stronger than before, but emotional than before. What have made me changed?I never expect that I will changed. I start to trust myself. I don't trust my friends again. I started to think that sometimes friend might bring trouble to me. I think I am too selfish. But I think it is better for me so that i won't struggle in friendship problems again. Now just I realised that I can't live without friends even God as my best*1000000 friend but I can't going on my school day without friends' company,friends' comfort and friends' hugzzz. I quite miss the time we happy, we crazy,we cry and all the moments we be together.

Still remember the first day, the first moment we met... The friendship period between me and Livia is the longest, 9 years and 4 months and 10 days. But we always quarrel. Every year we sure will quarrel once but after that we get close and best again. I think the second is Syuan. Actually I don't like her attitude, but as a friend, we should accept others' good and bad. When I was in form 2, I just know LiFen, Kat, Tiing and Amy. I also quite surprise coz I can have all of them as my bestest sistas for forever and ever. Dear sisters, still remember the time we plan this plan that, we study, we laugh,we crazy, we cry and we quarrel. I think maybe you all might forgot but WeiLi still remember. We ever hang out together. We plan to shopping, we plan to overnight although our plan didn't success.We quarrel because we don't trust each other. We always suspect and we backstab each other.

Whatever anything is going on, just always remember we are always the bestest sistas... * It is a luck for me to have you all as my sistas.* I love you all forever and ever.