Memories^^

First of all, this blog is for both of you:) Hey girls, I know we are having a lot of problems now. I don't know I am the one who always think negative or those problems are really appear. I feel that I have been left out in the gang. I feel that we are speechless when we all be together. Everything started to change since last year. You girls started to keep all those stuff away from me. You girls rather share your stuff with HL than me. I felt disappointed. I don't know this friendship can last for how long, but I know that I am still treating you all as my sisters but you girls seem like don't know the meaning of sister. There is so meaningless for us to be sisters if you girls don't know what is the meaning of sister.
Let me remind you girls, friendship is priceless. We can meet each other and become best friend, those are our fate and our luck^^ True friend will always be there for you and no matter who you are, they will still treat you with their sincere heart. The way you girls treat Syuan I really don't like. You girls never think if you were her, how was your feeling? Imaging you're crying and all your 'best' friends keep on backstabbing you and keep on thinking a way to insult you, will you like it? If you like it you can continue to treat her in this way. If you don't like it, please stop to do that. It really hurts her. You girls know that feeling because you girls ever experienced it.
Ya... She did something and hurt you girls and make you girls felt uncomfortable. But she is still a human being. No one is perfect in this world even you are also not the perfect girl in this world. She did those stuff because she will always think about herself rather than others. What about you girls? I think you girls too. You will also think about yourself rather than others. She already tried her best to change and I felt that she is changing. Don't look at a person with your colour eyes... Try to forget about what she did before and try to accept her. You just have to forgive her.
This is our last year being together. I hope our memories all fill up with happiness and joyful. Even if you girls don't like her, just need to be tolerant for ten more months. After that you girls don't need to contact again. It's so simple...Always remember don't do something that you don't like to others, it may hurts other.
Back to our problem, I don't know how can I solve it? Could you girls teach me how to solve it? Are we still sisters? I will always treat you girls as my sisters no matter what happen. Because true friend will always be there for you^^Should I always find excuse for you girls? Should I always think positively?

happy new year^^

Happy New Year to all of you! Have a great year:) This year is important for me. I will sitting for my SPM on 9 of november. I think I still left 10 months. What am I going to do in this 10 months? The days without him:( What can I do? I just celebrated my 17 birthday le... This year my birthday is the most special birthday le.We are having our breakfast with Julian and Syuan at Ming Cafe. Then we went to parkson and have our lunch at pizza hut with syuan, lifen, livia, tiing, theresa, shamus and chea arn. After that we decided to play bowling:) Hehe.... Darling, don't be sad k? I don't need the present from you coz you are the bestest present for me^^ Hehe... I love you<3 Oh ya... I have passed my law exam le... Hehe... 42/50... so nervous le... This saturday he is going to national service le:( I will miss him le... I think i can only meet him during chinese new year le... I will use this time to study hard and score the best le:) hehe...