WeiLiSweetie

A difficult decision

2010-02-18T05:56:00.000-08:00

This few days you started to be busy with your friends. I just want you to have time with me.You have a lots of programmes with your friends but you never plan a lot of programmes with me. I am jealous. I care and I just want you to care me and my feelings too... Don't ypu know that??? You go out to have lunch with your friend, you go to play bowling with your friend, you go to play golf and have dinner with your friend. Then what about me??? I know I don't have much money to treat you but your friend has. I didn't even celebrate my birthday happily and unforgetable.... its ok le... to seperate might be the good decision so that you can know my need. Goodbye.

Frustrated

2010-02-08T21:05:00.000-08:00

Suddenly my laptop screen turn black. OMG!!! What's the problem??? I am so nervous so I called him. I really worried about my laptop so I decided to call Dell Service Centre. Finally I done with my laptop. Its just LCD Cable loose. Phew... I called him again. But he seems like unhappy because I rather ask help from other ppl. Sometimes he doesn't know what am I thinking now. I just want to have a confirm answer and settle everything soon. But he doesn't know that. Feel frustrated now. I don't want to msg with him now so that we will not quarrel. Feel so frustrated. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................

I hate....

2009-09-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

This two days, we have a happy day:) We talk to each others, we msg with each other. But until today, I ruined everything:( I hate myself so much:( If I can choose, I choose not to talk to him anything but just help him to overcome everything:( I hate myself... I am sorry because I made you upset. I hope you can forgive me and don't angry at me... You know I need you:( I need you :( I almost want to cry le... I am really very sorry... I know you don't have feelings towards me again... I don't want to force you, but I really hope I will always have a position in your heart not only as a best friend but as a girlfriend. Maybe I rush anything and made you felt annoying... I really don't want to lose to that girl again... I hope you understand everything ... Anyway I am sorry:(

After this

2009-09-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

Tonight was a surprise birthday party for Chea Arn:) I went home around 8:00... Supposed we will go to sing karaoke at Season... But because of the transport problem so I went home early... On the way going home, everything flows out of my mind... All our memories just suddenly flow out...

From the night we break up, I know everything will be different. The way you treat me will be different. The feeling you towards me will be different...From the night we break up, I know that there'll be a reason that make us break up. Just you try to avoid the reason. I keep on calling you, keep on sms you, keep on asking you, all because I want to know the truth. Until that night, you told me ' I lost all the feelings'. From that moment, I know that I should wake up from the dream and stand up and continue my life's journey.

But I try to find excuse for myself that one day we will get back together. Because of that excuse, everyday I keep on waiting for your msg, waiting for your call because I believe that I am still your admire girl. I thought you really lost the feelings and you are trying your best to find it. But until that day you told me you have feelings towards other girl. I am really down. I almost get shocked. I thought you love me forever and ever. And that's just a thought for a little girl.

You know how difficult for me to accept the truth. The tears dropped, the heart with blood, and I can't describe the pain in words but you will never know about it. You will only be happy because you found another her but you leave me. You always said that I leave you, but I leave you will always come back for you, but this time, you leave me you never come back for me again.

I try to be happy in front of my parents bacause I don't want them to be worry. I couldn't eat many because I don't have appetite. When that moment I know that you have feelings towards her, I really want to know who is that her? She can replaced my position in your heart. Or she steal your heart away? I know everything is a past tense. Life should be moving on without you. My life should be great. Thank you because you let me learn that things will not going on like what I expected and people will not treat us like what we expect.

I will forget you totally but i need time to rest. My heart need rest. But I think you totally forgot me and its ok. Life will always be unfair. From the moment, I decided to clear everthing, I already know that this path would be a difficult path. Thank you my friends and my advisor, Matthew. Especially Thank God:) You're the greatest God that I ever had from the past till the future:)

After this blog,

No more tears
No more pain

My Life will be great in the future

Forget the past, Aim the future:)

2009-09-20T23:09:00.000-07:00

For you: I don't have all the feeling towards you again... I decided to forget you totally... We will never have chance to get back again... Everything should start again... You have your own new life and i will have my own new life too... My life will be better without you:) I will not bother about you again and again... We're friends...

Now I should study hard for my SPM:) and do whatever I want to do:) God will lead me and God love me so much:) I love God so much:) Yeah Yeah:)

Everything goes back to normal...

2009-09-16T02:42:00.000-07:00

For 9 and the half months, I am very happy because I be with you:) Without you, Wei Li will never be Wei Li again. But since we both decided to break up now, then we should totally let go... But we are still best friends? That night, you said we will still be best friends... You said you still love me:) And I totally trust you:) Because of all our promises:) I will fullfill all my promise to you:) And I hope you will fullfill your promise too:) We will study hard and work hard for our future:) I will never forget you:) I am still waiting you:) My love to you will never decrease and only keep on increasing:) We will get back together soon rite? This is what you said:) I will always remember:) When I am not be by your side, please take care yourself and mickey is companying you:) Just want to tell you... I love you:)

Memories^^

2009-01-14T01:51:00.000-08:00

First of all, this blog is for both of you:) Hey girls, I know we are having a lot of problems now. I don't know I am the one who always think negative or those problems are really appear. I feel that I have been left out in the gang. I feel that we are speechless when we all be together. Everything started to change since last year. You girls started to keep all those stuff away from me. You girls rather share your stuff with HL than me. I felt disappointed. I don't know this friendship can last for how long, but I know that I am still treating you all as my sisters but you girls seem like don't know the meaning of sister. There is so meaningless for us to be sisters if you girls don't know what is the meaning of sister.
Let me remind you girls, friendship is priceless. We can meet each other and become best friend, those are our fate and our luck^^ True friend will always be there for you and no matter who you are, they will still treat you with their sincere heart. The way you girls treat Syuan I really don't like. You girls never think if you were her, how was your feeling? Imaging you're crying and all your 'best' friends keep on backstabbing you and keep on thinking a way to insult you, will you like it? If you like it you can continue to treat her in this way. If you don't like it, please stop to do that. It really hurts her. You girls know that feeling because you girls ever experienced it.
Ya... She did something and hurt you girls and make you girls felt uncomfortable. But she is still a human being. No one is perfect in this world even you are also not the perfect girl in this world. She did those stuff because she will always think about herself rather than others. What about you girls? I think you girls too. You will also think about yourself rather than others. She already tried her best to change and I felt that she is changing. Don't look at a person with your colour eyes... Try to forget about what she did before and try to accept her. You just have to forgive her.
This is our last year being together. I hope our memories all fill up with happiness and joyful. Even if you girls don't like her, just need to be tolerant for ten more months. After that you girls don't need to contact again. It's so simple...Always remember don't do something that you don't like to others, it may hurts other.
Back to our problem, I don't know how can I solve it? Could you girls teach me how to solve it? Are we still sisters? I will always treat you girls as my sisters no matter what happen. Because true friend will always be there for you^^Should I always find excuse for you girls? Should I always think positively?

happy new year^^

2009-01-07T02:19:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all of you! Have a great year:) This year is important for me. I will sitting for my SPM on 9 of november. I think I still left 10 months. What am I going to do in this 10 months? The days without him:( What can I do? I just celebrated my 17 birthday le... This year my birthday is the most special birthday le.We are having our breakfast with Julian and Syuan at Ming Cafe. Then we went to parkson and have our lunch at pizza hut with syuan, lifen, livia, tiing, theresa, shamus and chea arn. After that we decided to play bowling:) Hehe.... Darling, don't be sad k? I don't need the present from you coz you are the bestest present for me^^ Hehe... I love you<3 Oh ya... I have passed my law exam le... Hehe... 42/50... so nervous le... This saturday he is going to national service le:( I will miss him le... I think i can only meet him during chinese new year le... I will use this time to study hard and score the best le:) hehe...

2008-12-23T01:16:00.000-08:00

WeiLi here to post my blog again:) Christmas is around the corner... two more days to christmas:) our first christmas le... Hehe... Prepare a simple but special present for him.... I wish he will like it^^ I will celebrate my christmas with him. I gonna to be in pink and white on that day. Oh ya... 30 of december i will sit for my law exam le... So happy but also nervous la... Haha... Btw, birthday is coming soon le.. 10 more days:) Will my birthday still same with my sweet 16 birthday or better than that or just like that? But I better don't be so greedy le... Just be satisfied with what i have.... It is enough to be with him and my sisters:)
Syuan, WeiLi miss you so much le... No ppl can gossip with me le:( So sad la.... Now waiting for his msg la.... I think he is busy la... Bye:)

2008-12-09T19:00:00.000-08:00

Hey... Finally I back to my blogging world:) I think almost one and half month i didn't post my blog... What should I write in this post? Hmmm.... Let start with my holiday:) Em... I have a wonderful holiday:) Last month I went to kl for my holiday:) I enjoy so much... I will upload the photo to my friendster profile soon. Have a nice shopping trip... Bought few t-shirt, dress, skirt, blouses and earrings... And also have our nice time in Seremban for attending church courses.God will always be with us. Thank for His kindness and mercy.
Next, prefect camp is coming soon. But I can't join the camp because grandma is going to singapore on 12 of december. Hope you guys good luck in the camp:)
I learnt a lot of things from this courtship:) I learnt to be patience, learn to trust people, learn to be more gentle and always care about ppl feeling:) Although we will quarrel sometimes, but this will just make us growing up:) hehe.... Anyway, sorry for i have done something to make you upset and angry:( sorry....

2008-10-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

Our frst month anniversary:) Yeah!!! May God be with us all the time...

You disappointed me....

2008-10-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

I never be like this before... Today I cried. I shouldn't cry. I don't want to show my weak side in front of Mike. I ever promised him that I will always be a happy go lucky girl. I will always be strong for him. But I break my promise. When I cried and walk out form the class, the person came out and chase me not Livia, not Lifen, but is Theresa. You guys disappointed me... Theresa, thanks a lot:)
True friends will always be there for you. True friends will accept them for who they are no matter what happen. This few days I rather sit at there alone. I think your friends now are more important than your sisters. Today I just realize that what are sisters??? Treat your bestest sisters with your heart what can you get back as your reward? Disppointed you? Cried and tears? Lost faith in you? Leave you alone without care about your feeling? I hate this kind of friendship...
You girls tell me what can I do now... I will still treat you girls as my sister whatever what happen.... Just because I love you girls...

The adventure

2008-10-11T06:44:00.000-07:00

Today I go to hiking with Mike, Syuan, LiFen, Julian, Ronny, Chea Arn, Felix, Jeremy, Lanny and Lifen's mummy. Wow.... I did enjoy it. But something happened. I nearly pengsan. Thx God. I keep on praying to God. Btw, luckily Mike was there. Thx, dear:) I think this happen because of I lack of exercise lo... Nevermind... I am ok now:) don't worry k? Congratulation to Syuan and WeiLi. We complete our journey. The way to success:) Haha... I love you, Dear<3 Muakzzzz....

2008-10-03T04:22:00.000-07:00

Mummy and Daddy knew about me and mike le... I know she will worry about me... She scared I will get hurt and she worried it will affect my studies. I hope my mummy read this blog. I just want to let her know that I know how to handle this relationship and my studies. You should trust me about it. Finally, I persuaded her lo.... She let me go out with Mike:) Yeah!!! Happy. I no need to withold the truth le:)

Haha... Today I broke his slippers.. Sorry, Mike:( After that then we go to bata and buy new slippers... Haha...

Sweet:)

2008-09-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

WeiLi is in love now... Yeah!!! Happy happy happy...

For him: You let me know what is 'xin fu'...From the moment you told me that you love me, I know that I will be the most lucky girl in the world... Hope you don't disappoited me... Although I am not a best girlfriend but I will try to be a best girlfriend just for you only.... I just hope you can happy all the time and enjoy your time with me:) Let us fill up our memories with our sweet moments... I am glad to have you as my boyfriend and I am appreciated it... Thanks God for everything he has given me.I did appreciate it:)

929

2008-09-29T03:39:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful day:) Em...This morning I am going to daddy's hotel and wait for Mike. He will bring me to bak kut teh and meet with Syuan, Julian, Tiing and Eric. Sorry Syuan and Julian.... We are late to be there. Really very sorry... Livia was late to there and we got to leave her there with Vivian. Sorry, Livia.

After that, we go to KK bookstore because Wei Li want to buy kamus peribahasa... My peribahasa very worst lo.... Haha... Luckily I go to KK bookstore alone lo.... Mike met Mr Ting le... Ting Gor Gor... Aiye.... After that we go to parkson... I miss the sweet moment be with you:) I will never forget it.... Thanks, Mike:) Haha...

Lifen, sorry about today you can't hang out with us... But nevermind, we can hang out after the semester axam... So all of us gambateh now:) Good luck to all of us:) We can do the best

Boring Night:(

2008-09-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

What a boring night la.... dar and ah bee not at home... No people gossip with me.... He went to play basketball le... No people company me... But WeiLi is ok la....Must always be happy de ma... I can pass my time by revising my physics:) WeiLi Gambateh! My promise to be a caring and loving gf. Yeah!!! Nite nite... everyone:)

Embarrasing...

2008-09-25T06:13:00.000-07:00

OMG, I did an embarrasing thing during physics period lo.... You can refer to Lifen's blog... Really very pai seh la.... Haha.....I hide my face into the jacket... Everyone laugh at me.... He laugh at me too..... Bad MIKE....
Btw, today is a special day for me and him:) what a wonderful day... Haha... Wish us good luck all the way...May God be with us ....

WeiLi

2008-09-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

First, Happy birthday to Sik Khin, my dear son:) Mummy love you always...

For me, I think now is not the time to dating... By the way, I need more times... I heard too much story about him... I think this is the reminder for me:) Thx guys!!! Don't worry k? I will be fine and I know what am I doing now? WeiLi will always be strong and happy... Yeah!

Bee, thx for giving me advice:) I start to understand love a person without any reason. Just like last time I like him... I shouldn't scare of any reason, I should try everything:) Just dan chun de like him then ok liao:) Should be happy and don't worry

First...

2008-09-13T01:55:00.001-07:00

First, I want to say happy birthday, Girl girl:) Hope you love this birthday party and the present. Btw, I am sorry because of belated birthday wish from my blog. I wish you girls will be happy forever. Something for you girls:

LiFen: Ah Bee, sweetie love you very much:) I hope you know this and I will never left you out because you are my lovely sister. I won't let anything hurt you and protect you untill the end. I love you:) Muakzzzz...

Syuan: Dar dar, I am glad to have you as my sister. Although sometimes you might do something make me disappointed but you are still my lovely sister forever and ever. Never change:) Muakzzzz....

Tiing: Hey, dear dear. Congratulate to you:) Wish you and him have a lot of sweet moments. I hope you can try to be a best gf and trust him all the way. I believe he really loves you:) WeiLi loves you too... Muakzzzz

Livia: Hey, Girl girl. I wish you could find him( someone I dunno but you know who he is la) anyway, we are always the bestest sister in the world so gambateh ya:) Good luck in all the way. Muakzzzz

Amy: Mimii, you are always my bestest sister:) remember that we have a date o... We still haven't hang out for shopping o... Hehe... See when we're free, just hang out lo... All the way best:) Muakzzzz..

How are you?

2008-09-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't chat with you. So how are you? I wish you are fine and happy always. If you are happy then I will be happy too... Although can't be with you but I hope that you will be fine:) Btw, you will in my heart forever and and ever... Whatever anything happen, you will still be in my heart. Just want to tell you that I love you...

Ah Bee and HZ, don't worry... I will not let anyone hurt me:) I will not hurt him too.... Bee, I will not let anything hurt you coz you are my bestest sister:) I will protect you until the end

For her:)

2008-08-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

I hope you saw this blog. This is specially for you. First, I know you faced some problems not only in studies and also in your friendship. I feel sorry because I can't stand beside you. I really hope that I can always company by your sides. Whatever is happen, always remember that you still has me as your best friend. Anything just phone me, I will be your loyal listener and advisor.

Don't care about what people said and what people think. Just be yourself... The problems you are facing now, I faced it before. But my advisor told me that just to be myself .不要只活在别人的眼光下，而是要活出真正的自己。 I nearly cry when I read your blog. I really hope I can be at yor sides to lend you my symphatetic ear and my shoulder. Be Strong!!! Don't care about them. WeiLi will always be with you:) Be happy

What is the topic le?

2008-08-20T07:45:00.001-07:00

First, I am happy coz some reasons lo... Haha... Because of too happy so dunno what should write at here? Everything going smoothly liao... friendship, studies ,and leo stuff. But love not lo.. because I am still single... Yeah...

Lifen was back. Yeah!!! Miss her so much le...I miss ya dear<3

I wish....

2008-08-18T06:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish someone could care me more and sayang me lo... But I know it is impossible... I wish that person is you but I know that it is just a dream... So I better wake up now... WEILI, you should wake up liao.... Wake Up.... 学会放手，何尝不是一件好事？既然已经没有能力去爱了，就只好让人去爱他。

wOW...Congratulation to my ah bee... You did a wonderful job. WeiLi yi ni wei rong:) Haha.... Syuan, something to tell you. I wish we could be the bestest sister, Whatever who you are, I will just accept:) Because of God's love. We will be sister forever and ever. Always remember. This is my words to you. Haha...

If I meet you<3, I think we should have a chance lo... I will open my heart:)

You will disappear in my mind forever and ever

2008-08-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

WeiLi is sick. Syuan and Julian....Thx for you guys' opinion on him:) I decided to forget him forever and ever:)

I hope you're ok:)

2008-08-11T20:01:00.000-07:00

Now at school, using the internet... hehe... OMG, I do something i shouldn't do... Haizzz.... Sienzzz.... I nearly forgot the gossip between me and HS lo... Actually we are just friends lo... syuan's here, they're FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND..hahhahaha.... Stupid syuan la... Come and disturb my blog... haha... Anyway, we are just friends....

I hope you're ok... You know who you are la... So i will not mention it at here:)

Wei Li: I just realised something. Manage a relationship is easier than manage friendships. I hope you can read this blog:) True friends will not judge you but to give you advices. We never forget about you. We still are BESTEST SISTERS... Maybe you think that we left out you but we aren't.... We hope you can still share with us your happiness and sadness. Still remember last time you tell me that everything must tell you. But you never lend me your sympathetic ear. I can imagine your respond when you read this blog. Don't cry... we still care about you whatever anything happen. I wish we could like before. Crazy, happy and Kepo together. I learnt a lesson by typing my oral script. True friends will always accept who they are. This is also my advisor teach me de... Haha... This is our 'yuan fen '.I am glad to have you as my sister from the past, now and also for the future. We miss you!!!

Syuan: As u can see, weili actually is the one who care u the most and i know it is your freedom to chose your own friends. But it is also your job to look for the correct one dear. you need someone you care to be with u right now and i know it too girl. something u should know too, we are also busy doing our blue house stuff. so small mistake makes big misunderstanding. think carefully and think clearly as we are friends, sisters FOREVER and it will never come to the end~~ love you much. We are always together~~ By heart and By soul

LiFen: I don't know if you're busy recently or what but I can't feel that there's something wrong between us. You've been hiding from us? Maybe, maybe not. But, I just want you to know I'll always be there for you. Nothing is going to separate us. We just need to open up our minds and accept each other as best sisters. I know you love us and I love you too. I want to see the Happy Girl Girl not a depressed one. Cheer up k? I don't want you to feel sad. We're always the best sisters! Friendships does not end that easily. We need to persevere together in facing the circumstances. Anyways, one last sentence. I love you forever, as my sister, as my other half, as my friend.

Be Your Princess:)

2008-07-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

成为你的公主是我的希望，能够悄悄的走进你的世界，用我的一生去爱你，看到你开心快乐，这一切都是值得的。

假如我是你的公主，我会不顾一切，傻傻地去爱护你。我的心只希望你快乐，希望你幸福。我每天就会像你的守护天使一样，在你的身旁陪伴你，守护你。在你最需要我的时候，我会无时无刻的在你身旁。

假如我是你的公主，我每天都会准备爱心便当给你。然后，和你一起在校园中的一棵大树下慢慢的享用，这是多浪漫啊！即使是短短的三十分钟也好，能够陪着你享用便当，这已经是最幸福的事了。

假如我是你的公主，我就不会在孤单寂寞了。至少我还有一双可以让我依靠的肩膀，在我最伤心，最绝望的时候可以扶持我。我们可以不用什么都说出口，但彼此的心里都知道对方的心声。

假如我是你的公主，想必我们之间会有许多美好的回忆。那些回忆虽然是短暂的，但在我心里，那将会是永不褪色的记忆。

假如我是你的公主，我有句话想对你说。“谢谢你走进了我的世界，原来一片黑白的世界，自从你的加入后，我的世界就增添了色彩。从此以后都不再孤单。”

如果这些加入都可以成真的话，公主和王子就可以快乐的在一起了，不必有那么多的假如了！只可惜，这一切都是我一个人在遐想而已。

Long time...

2008-07-04T18:46:00.000-07:00

Finally come back to my blog. Just as usual lo... Everyday go to school, study, kepo, crazy like this lo... Haha....Em...This two days are our school concert. All of us did a wonderful job... Yeah!!!
After the school concert tell you guys more about that:) Bye....

Crazy Busy Day

2008-06-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

Em.... Yesterday back to home at 12:00 midnight so quite tired lo... Yesterday was an important day for RRSS. Everyone was busy for that, prefects, teachers, and also students. Yesterday morning around 9:45am, Few artists( Nick Chung, M-Girls, Danny) visited our school, the whole school very high especially girls... They can't control themself when they saw Nick Chung and Danny. Haha....

Finally the class ended. We are ready to going to the airport to welcome the VVIP. Chea Arn, Laura, Wui Lok and I has been chosen to be the representative of school. We are waiting for the VVIP start from 4:30pm till 7:30pm. Quite bored at there lo...Nothing to do... We all take photo with the aeroplane, 所谓“苦中作乐”嘛!!! Finally we can go to EastWood liao.....Going there by using VVIP's car...

I take photo with some artists. Those photos can view in my friendster profile. Haha.... But my leg was very painful la... Walk here and there...

Back :) miss Miri alot.... hehe...

2008-06-11T00:45:00.000-07:00

Finally came home.... Miss Miri so much. Miss my dear friends. Miss everything so so much.

We went to Bintulu for BM forum competition. Although we got consulation prize but nevermind, we will try our best next year. Em... We know new friends from Chung Hua No. 1, Kuching. Haha... Nice to meet them. Haha...They are quite friendly and so cute:)

The first day we reach Bintulu, we were left out. No ppl arrange car go to bus stop to bring us, but luckily Vivian's aunty go to bring us. If not, I think we need to walk to hotel. During rehearsel, we left out again. haizzz.... Why the whole day we keep on left out by others:( Cheer up la... WeiLi.Before the competition, all of us very nervous la...

Tomorrow go to school liao. Yeah... Got good news and bad news.Good news are Ms Lim teach us physics, my sejarah get A.... Bad news is my physics sangat teruk....Haizzz..... I think that's all lo... Oh ya... I decided to give up him. I think I treat him just best friend only lo. Haha...

Wonderful day...

2008-06-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

Today go to Explanade with my dear friends. Hehe... I quite enjoy in this few days. Thx.. Arn gor gor arranged so many programme for us. But time pass through very fast. When I can meet wth you again? I think I will miss you, my Kathy dear.

They scold me stupid. Why don't I use the chance to tell him "I like you". I don't dare to face the truth. I scared I being reject by him again and again. Later I will sad. What should I do? Who can teach me? Or wait for him to tell me? But I know this will never happen. Anyway, don't care about it. God will teach me:)

Yeah:)

2008-05-31T04:42:00.001-07:00

First, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RONNY:)

Finally I met you, my dear----Kathy.Today is the most happiest day in the holiday. Miss all my friends a lot and a lot. Em... What should I say in today's blog? I think nothing to say about lo....

Hope everyone happy today.

WeiLi is back....

2008-05-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

Just finished my church youth camp. The first word I can use to describe the camp is FUN!!! Haha... Really miss my bed and pillow a lot and of course my big big teddy and my cute cute doggy.Miss you so much...Haha..... Hmmm.....I learn a lot of things in the camp. CHANGING NEW MIND!!!!

Yeah!!! Two more days to meet you:) WeiLi really miss you a lot... Maybe you don't know.I miss you every second, every minute, every second..... I think I start to crazy about you.OMG!!!

Enjoy...

2008-05-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

Em... Let start my blog with yesterday activities. Yesterday too tired so lazy to post my blog.

I went to Puan Fatimah's house for BM forum practice. We will going to Bintulu on 9th of June for BM forum competition. We will try our best to present the best. May god bless us:)After that, we go to Imperial by Lifen's mummy 's car. Everyone became sardin fish because too many ppl so have to squeeze with each other. Haha...After lunch, Ho Sing and I sell tickets together. We are in one team. We go out to every shop at market and promote the ticket. OMG!My legs were painful today.But quite fun... Around 2:30pm we met with Livia and Chea Arn.

Today, nothing special... Em... 27th of May will attend church camp and have to prepare a lot of things. So maybe will quite busy in this week. Hope Saturday fast arrived.Miss you a lot. Hope to meet you soon la....My dear, how are you? I know you are excited because can back to Miri. I am sure you miss me a lot and hope to meet me soon. We still want to share a lot of things with each other. Don't forget:)

IMISU<3

2008-05-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

Three more days I will finished my exams and 11 days more to meet you. Haha.... very excited. I can't believe how excited I will when meet you. Maybe my face will red,my action will abnormal and don't know what reaction again.

Tomorrow will having Chemistry and Sejarah paper 2. May God and his angels be with me. Hope to score higher marks in Sejarah. Gamebateh WeiLi:) Oh ya.... Singing competition was postponed till 21st of June so that we will have more time to prepare. Hope everything will go on smoothly.

Here's the photo for the school day:(sorry for late upload)

(Ivy and WeiLi)

(Shamus Gor and WeiLi)

(Arn Gor Gor and WeiLi)

(Sweetie and Ah Bee)

(Sweetie, Dar Dar, Ah Bee and Ah Girl)

(WeiLi and Pascal)

(Jeremy and WeiLi)

Hi:) My dear blog....Miss ya a lot!!!

2008-05-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

First, Happy birthday to Felix:) You grow taller and taller liao. But please stop to grow.

What a busy and crazy week.... finally, the exam day is arrived. I hate it. OMG!!My biology gonna fail. Especially UEC paper.. Ish... That is the judgement for not pay full attention in Ms Wang's lesson.I hard to image how COLOURFUL it is my report card!!!Fine....

My Kathy dear is back here soon. Miss her a lot a... A lot of things want to kepo with her. Haha... I am sure she too....Don't forget our muffin and chocolate cookies date o....Plan to having a date with my baby, dear, girl and gor gors.Hehe....I hope holiday coming faster....

Next saturday is our school singing competition. So will having a busy week again. Miss him a lot too... Hope to see him soon... bye:)

Busy day

2008-05-06T02:29:00.000-07:00

Today I didn't go to school. I went to my grandma's sister---- my 姨婆's house early in the morning because my 姨丈公 was passed away so we have to attend his funeral. After that, we went to church.We showed our last respects to him. Around 11.00 am something, we send him to crematorium. All of us cried.

Besides that, my grandfather is having a small operation. After going to the funeral, then we went to hospital. We waited for almost 6 hours. Finally, my grandfather came out from the operation room. Thanks for God bless. But I haven't done my English essay. OMG! gtg... Bye!

Neither A nor B

2008-05-05T03:24:00.000-07:00

Haizzz..... Semester exam is coming soon. Next week we will having our exam. So fast. but haven't start to study. God, please send your angel to help me:( WeiLi are confused about something that are never let me so confused.Neither A nor B, I think I should give up because both of them are impossble to me... Sorry to my friends because I told you guys that I like one of them.

Just now think carefully... I think I should study hard for now to score better. Those kind of problem will never bother me again. Yeah!!!! WeiLi is free now. Study more important than those things.We can be friends or best friends but not over best friends.Hehe....That's all. Bye:)

Sad day:(

2008-05-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't post blog because busy with homeworks and exam.Exam just over but semester exam is coming soon. A bad news was happened in my family. My uncle in law has left us. He is a kind person and also a caring father and grandfather. He was sick since last year. But thanks God that he recovered before christmas day. He came back Miri from Kuching. We celebrated Chinese New Year 2008 together.

After Chinese New Year, he went back to Kuching for body checkup. The doctor said he had blood cancer. We keep on praying for him because we believe that God will heal him. Maybe God has his will on my uncle in law. Now, he was rest in peace and I hope my aunties and my uncles can be stronger.

WeiLi is angry

2008-04-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

Well... A lot of things were happened today.First, let say about the happiness. Em... I got full marks for my maths... YEAH!!! 28/28, BUT Mr Ting said just maths only, like form 1 standard.:( Duh... Why won't he say keep it up and try your best in other tests... Em... Tomorrow is our school day. Ready to be crazy... I think tomorrow sure will many students wear like fashion show. Haha....

Today Felix and Pascal was quarrelled. Haizzz.... Luckily they two didn't fight, if not Malcolm and LiFen will be the ticket seller for this match. Haha... I am angry la.... Let the two boys be A and B. The taller one be the A and the shorter one be B. Two of them always show out the ngiau ji face. They think that they are very ke si, actually not lo. Good in academic not equal to good in attitude. Two of them having a same attitude, do not show caring and loving to their classmates. Blekkkkk...... I will beat you down.

Missing him... Really miss him a lot and a lot. What are him doing now? Really hope to know about his news... Just hope God's angel will tell him that WeiLi is missing him...

Free WeiLi:)

2008-04-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

Finally released all the pressure. We won the forum competition inter-class. Yeah!!! All of us did a wonderful job. Congratulate to AhBee, DarDar and Adelecia. Although I didn't chosen to represent the school but at least I can be Puan Fatimah's PA(Personal Assistant). But I will not follow to Kuching becauseI have to prepare for my semester exam.

Semester exam is coming soon. Arrrrr.... A lot subject have to study especially those subjects I failed in the periodic one and two. I must try my best coz I know I can do it!!! God will help me:) I failed my physics again---> 22/50( three more questions to pass). Mr Ting, I will try my best to pass your physics, I will prove that I can do it...Periodic 2's results will release soon, quite nervous.

Friday is our school's day. We can wear what we want to wear, HANDPHONES and anything are not allowed to bring to school during the usual day ,on that day all are allowed to bring:) Yeah!!! We can do what we want to do but we can't wear uniform to school... Haha:)

Kinda miss him... Are him fine at there? Long time didn't chat with him. Want to know more about him but don't dare. I scared he will know what am I thinking and both of us will feel embarrassed. Or he will never think about that, just I think too much about it. Who can help me? I just want to know what he is thinking about?

Pressure...

2008-04-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

This week is exam week. A lots of test... Tomorrow will having Sejarah exam. Wish me good luck. My voice was lost. Thanks God. The forum competition was postponed till this friday. I felt stress in this few days. A lots of homework, exams, bm forum, concert, and a lot of stuff make me felt stress. I think it is the time I should have a rest.

Today wasn't a wonderful day. I hate today. I am not that happy than before. I think something wrong with me. I need to go to see a psycologists. Duh.... Wrong words, wrong action and bad mood, those factors make me get in some trouble. Who can I share the things with? My dear advisor... I need your help and your advices, where are you now?

Today, Yee Syuan gave me read a book. The book told me that joyful is decided by yourself. Ya... Joyful is decided by myself. I should learn to pass my burdens to God. I should always be happy-go-lucky. WeiLi should always be happy. Coz I had promised someone. Hehe..:p

The day after holiday:(

2008-04-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

WeiLi was sick last few days... kinda miss the school. I think my classmates miss me too...Haha...I miss him a lot. Just hope that between us will have a friendship bridge. I think he tried to avoid me, maybe I am too annoying for him. Maybe he think that his kindness, his friendly will make me misunderstanding. I just hope he can just care about me.Not always but sometimes. Even when I am sick, a greeting msg from him, I will appreciate on it. But I know this will never never happen between me and him.

End the topic about him... How stress I am in my school day. I hope I can go to a place that can make myself relax. I want to apply holiday for one month....Math, Physics, Biology, Add Math, Chemistry... All make me crazy.... God, I need you!
OMG! I forgot to bring my file back.. How stupid I am... Today drama's practice... Not a very good presentation but will try my best...

Tomorrow will having BM Forum Competition inter-class. Hope we can win this competition so that we can go to the competition that held in Kuching. Do my best to obtain it... Yeah!!!

For my bestest Sistas....

2008-04-10T04:49:00.000-07:00

I ever rejected to write a blog, it is because I don't like to write my personal things and share it out with others on the internet.I prefer to write a diary more than having a blog. But I just found out that actually having a blog also not that bad... I can type out all my happiness, sadness and madness.

Wei Li had changed. She is not happier than before, stronger than before, but emotional than before. What have made me changed?I never expect that I will changed. I start to trust myself. I don't trust my friends again. I started to think that sometimes friend might bring trouble to me. I think I am too selfish. But I think it is better for me so that i won't struggle in friendship problems again. Now just I realised that I can't live without friends even God as my best*1000000 friend but I can't going on my school day without friends' company,friends' comfort and friends' hugzzz. I quite miss the time we happy, we crazy,we cry and all the moments we be together.

Still remember the first day, the first moment we met... The friendship period between me and Livia is the longest, 9 years and 4 months and 10 days. But we always quarrel. Every year we sure will quarrel once but after that we get close and best again. I think the second is Syuan. Actually I don't like her attitude, but as a friend, we should accept others' good and bad. When I was in form 2, I just know LiFen, Kat, Tiing and Amy. I also quite surprise coz I can have all of them as my bestest sistas for forever and ever. Dear sisters, still remember the time we plan this plan that, we study, we laugh,we crazy, we cry and we quarrel. I think maybe you all might forgot but WeiLi still remember. We ever hang out together. We plan to shopping, we plan to overnight although our plan didn't success.We quarrel because we don't trust each other. We always suspect and we backstab each other.

Whatever anything is going on, just always remember we are always the bestest sistas... * It is a luck for me to have you all as my sistas.* I love you all forever and ever.